Wednesday, June 7

9:30 at night: "Let's go get some ice cream."

..and so it begins.

In other news, weiner dogs currently sneak around eating food off coffee tables when no one is looking, and also enjoy spending time in front yard, toying with fallen baby birds and giant insects.

Monday, June 5

We pay our bills. Most of the time.

In spite of the fact that both of us work full time, there isn't a pile of money in savings that gets bigger with each passing month. A house payment, one car payment, and we're lucky in that we both have health insurance. We're getting by, barely.

Yet apparently, I live in a very affluent society. And there are probably 3 billion people who would gladly trade places, and for good reasons. Well, there are pros and cons, and it depends on what you look at.


Knowing what little I do about design and packaging and paper printing and ink, it's disturbing how much energy and resources go simply into the things that we throw away. At least 1 garbage sack every two days, ..at least. All kinds of stuff.

Every day we're eating food that costs less than the packaging it comes in. It's all so wasteful, empty and arrogant.

There are probably 4 or 5 people working their hands to the bone in third world countries just to support my lifestyle, just to support me and my wife in our endeavor to break even at the end of every month, ...it's this big rolling cycle of extraction, deforestation, strip mining and gluttony and garbage cans and pollution that leaves everybody screwed. ..minus a few multinational corporations who are doing just fine, which by the way if I ever want to make money, I should heavily invest in.

Soon I'll have a daughter, and won't have time to give second thought to such things.

She'll grow up and be an glowing optimist, just like her dad.

Friday, June 2

I know I know, tech guru nerd internet junk is my thing. It's what I do. ..For fun and for a sub-standard living. But where else should I ask, where else can you download 27 Neil Young albums at one time, or watch all Itchy and Scratchy episodes ever created, or find out how every internal combustion engine known to man works by watching neat animations.

Of course it is very true that the internet, just like tv, is mostly junk. However at least with the internet you have options, and aren't part of a captive audience.

Speaking of tv, Frontline for the past few weeks has been the best thing on. The Age of AID's is one of the best documentary/journalism things I've ever seen. Soon, like all the other episodes, the whole thing will be online for viewing.